Hazel Viola Starr

magic

Gotta keep this list somewhere...

Hazel
Sorrel
Lily
Ivy
Cheyenne
Nora
Miette

(mid) Viola

Emmett
Judah
Abel

(mid) Lawrence
(mid) Henry
(mid) Chester

Five more weeks. Holy shit.

I bought Lie Down in the Light and was disappointed, but I was too lazy to change the CD in my car, so after it played through a couple of times, I realized that it was actually one of favorite albums ever. Then my car broke and I went to Portland for a bit. I got pregnant while I was in Portland, and by the time I was home and actually got my car fixed, I was already six weeks along. The CD was still in the player when I got the car back, and I cried when it started. Apparently growing a person causes you to cry at beautiful things.

No, there wasn't. There isn't now. There may never be. That might have been my only shot. Hopefully not. What do you know about in vitro fertilization? I got 14 vials of sperm, you know.

There might be a zygote popping into existence in my belly right at this very moment. Probably not though.

Today my uncle told me that I'm chemically imbalanced just like my mom. It was so nice. I love crying when I'm at work.